So my weigh in today went....alright I guess. I did lose. I'm down to 303.3 which is a 12.6 lb total loss. 1.4 lbs...1.4 freakin' pounds....damnit! Now I know I was working like a crazy person this week and because of that I didn't have the time or the energy to exercise and even still I saw a loss on that scale this morning but I wanted more...I am so darn close to seeing a 2 as that first number and I was hoping that today would be the day. I am actually quite disappointed. Disappointed in myself that I didn't work as hard as I needed to to get there. Disappointed that I let myself get to this point where I'm having to work this hard to get the weight that I never should have gained off. Disappointed at how hard it is. Just plain ol' disappointed. UGHHHHHH ok...enough bitching and whining.
I'm starting a cleanse bright and early tomorrow and hopefully that'll give me the little push I need to get into the 200s and get me feeling like a success again. I will do this. I'm just feeling like a bit of a failure today. I'm not gonna let that stop me at all. Today when I went to my in-laws my FIL told me about 10 times how great I look and to keep it up and I really appreciated that. He's such an awesome man. He has made me feel like a part of the family since day 1 and I love both him and my MIL so much!
On an even happier note...I WON one of the prizes in Jen at A New Poison's giveaway. I sooo can't wait to get my bracelet! When I get it I will take a picture of it with some of the beautiful scenery in the background. Don't forget I want to do a giveaway but I need to reach 75 followers first! Once that happens I'll figure out what will be in the prize and how everybody can enter and we'll do it!
I'm gonna log off for the night and drown my sorrows in a skinny cow ice cream cone and I'll be back strong as ever tomorrow...G'night fellow bloggers and thanks for listening to my whining.