...but still not happy. I lost 1.5 lbs this week for a weight of 286.8. I feel like I put so much more work in than the results I got out. But I also did my period (3rd month in a row like clockwork...which is strange with an IUD but it's life I suppose) so I may be retaining some water. Gotta love being a girl, right ladies!? I'm at my lowest weight but I still haven't hit my 30 lbs lost which is driving me nuts! I feel like I'm gonna have to cut off a limb to actually get there and it's so irritating. I better get there next week or I might become a patient in the psych ward rather than a nurse there (I work there as a casual).
I have been noticing changes in my body recently though. I was blow drying my hair and was wearing a tank top and realized that the normally plump underside of my arms (bat wings) are a little...deflated...which grossed me out but is also pretty cool...I guess. It's a sign of the nearly 30lbs I've lost which is totally awesome, but also a reminder of how much damage I've done to my body and how much corrective plastic surgery it's going to take to fix...not so awesome.
Yesterday was my rest day, but I'll be back at it today. I do work a 5 day week this week (yes I know most of you do this on a regular basis)...but after that I'm off for 12 whole glorious days. Last time I was on holidays, I seemed to take a break from my "diet", and also got a puppy, so likely wasn't the best time for me. This time is going to be different. I'm going to use being off work to my advantage to work my ass off, but still also have fun. Who knows what I'll get up to, but this time I'll keep you informed as I don't plan on taking a break from the blogging world.
Hope everybody had a wonderful weekend!